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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Wednesday, 06 Jan 2010, 5:24 PM | Message # 16 |
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| He took two experimental steps towards Jerrod nad lowered his hands slowly, though he still maintained a distance from his lightsaber. He was not sure that the boy even knew what it was but it was best not to take chances; it was lucky that Alies did not wear a blaster. Jerrod’s tone did not bother the Jedi Master, in fact he actually smiled a bit when Jerrod spoke; it reminded Raztlain a bit of himself. “It’s a pleasure to meet you Jerrod Corbo, I have been looking for you for several hours now. As far as how I can help you? Let’s just say that I understand you, far better than most ever could.” That Corbo was favoring his right ankle was clear, though it didn’t seem a major injury Alies could tell that it was bothering the youth noticeably. “If you will allow it, I can help ease the pain in your ankle,” he said in an obvious attempt to get the boy’s attention.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Sunday, 10 Jan 2010, 5:35 PM | Message # 17 |
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| Oh, the boy knew what a lightsaber was. He probably wouldn’t recognize one unless it was opened and being waved in front of him, but he knew of them alright. “You say you’ve been looking for me for hours? Why?... And I guess you...” Saw the body... he thought, never finishing his sentence. He turned his head slightly to the side as though trying to avoid Raztlain’s stare. “And no, thank you. That won’t be… necessary…” he added when the attention was (thankfully) changed to his injury. Not that it bothered him much. Quite the contrary. He’d probably wobble for a good 15 minutes, but it wasn’t as bad as it appeared. Indeed, to prove his stubborness, he pushed himself off the wall and attempted to move toward the man. “I’ve suffered worst at paumeball. Used to be a pro before… well, before stuff came up. So tell me, Raztlain Alies… Who exactly are you?”. He wasn’t that stupid, really. A name only went so far when it served to identify as person.
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Tuesday, 12 Jan 2010, 6:48 PM | Message # 18 |
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| With his feeling attuned to Jerrod’s it was not difficult to feel the sudden burst of fear. Or was it guilt? Although Raztlain could not read minds he could easily assume that Jerrod had figured out he would see the body of the Aqualish; Alies did not comment on it. He also glossed over the rest of what Corbo had to say, if the boy felt like being macho, so be it. He did ponder, however, on how best to answer the last question. He decided on a direct answer and hoped for the best. “I am Jedi; there is little more to tell.”
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Friday, 15 Jan 2010, 7:23 AM | Message # 19 |
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| Truly, it was a mix of both guilt and fear that coursed through Jerrod’s system. Maybe a bit more fear brought on by the guilt. Or maybe it was more guilt? Or just a fluctuating mix of both. And no. He had no intentions of pulling a macho act for the sake of it, but more for the fact that he didn’t want any Jedi tricks used on him; even if beneficial. And as the answer to his question was given, what little color his pale face retained vanished, leaving him with a rather dumb look as though he hadn’t understood what had been said. But he had. Oh that he had. “I see” was all he said on a tone rather devoid of any emotions while thoughts ran through his mind as he processed this new information (most of them negative). So this man probably knew about the incident at the concert… his fit at apartment… and his killing of a… well, not so innocent alien. The fact remained that he had killed him. That was what, murder at the 2nd degree? Manslaughter? Judging him solely by his appearance, Jerrod would probably estimate that the Jedi before him had done some shady things of his own in the past, but such assumptions could end up being entirely wrong. The man might understand his situation, but there was also the possibility that he was merely here to apprehend him? If this was the case, going silently would have been the smart move. But Jerrod wasn’t thinking all too well. For the first time since his early teenage-hood, something felt different inside of him. The blazing inferno, rather than running rampant, felt as though it had settled. Settled and waited. As though a wall of flames standing still, it awaited further instructions, awaited its directions. Although he had no idea how he managed it, Jerrod clumsily sent forth a telepathic surge at Raztlain in an attempt to stun him. The psychic bolt sent, he quickly drew his blaster and pressed the trigger, shooting randomly over his shoulder as he attempted to run away He muffled his groans of pain and annoyance as his ankle throbbed and risked giving away with every step he took. His determination at not being caught and punished for what he believed was not his fault was the only thing that supported him despite the thoughts of his own idiocy coursing through his head. He was too well aware of having sealed his fate. He didn’t expect being able to take more than another ten steps, either his own body or the no doubt angry Jedi stopping him. Remaining cool under pressure was definitely not his forte.
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Tuesday, 19 Jan 2010, 9:35 PM | Message # 20 |
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| Raztlain Alies heaved a sigh; the jolt the youth had sent towards him did little more than make him shudder, that and put him on the defensive so that when Corbo attacked again Alies was ready for it. He calmly placed a hand in front of the incoming fire and absorbed it into his skin allowing the energy to bleed off into the ground before beginning pursuit, He did not run, he refused to make the boy hurt himself in an all out chase but he did intend on keeping close enough that he could at least feel the Force aura. He toyed around with projecting another image of himself in front of Jerrod but that too would likely terrify him, and Alies had done enough of that tonight. The boy’s flight was evidence enough of that; and it would likely take too much energy after having absorbed the blaster bolt. He kept a light pace behind the boy, studying and waiting to see where this would lead and how long it would take to get there.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Wednesday, 20 Jan 2010, 2:11 PM | Message # 21 |
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| Where would it lead? A few feet further. How long had is lasted? No more than a few seconds. As though he had hit an invisible wall, Jerrod came to an almost sudden halt. His shoulder drooped and his head was hung low, sweat covering his face and making his hair cling to it. His ankle was throbbing and was hurting him again, but it wasn’t why he had stopped. He had merely come to his senses after a brief moment of panic. Bloody idiot that he was. He too heaved a sigh, but one of despair as he heard the slow footsteps behind him. How foolish, how utterly stupid he had been. It would take more than a weak psi-bolt and a few wildly fired shots to make a Jedi give up chase. And in his state, he wouldn’t have gotten far in the first place. He was just scared, really. Scared of this power inside him that had plagued him since teenagehood. Scared of being tried for murder and sent to rot in jail. Scared of the talks in the Senate that had been so anti-Jedi recently. The Jedi had never been part of his life, but now... “You’re here to take me in? Fine...” he said dejectedly, dropping the blaster to the ground and letting his hands hang beside him. And all the while, he just kept looking at the bleak, grimy walls ahead. “I guess I’ll give the boys some publicity... There’s no news like bad news, right?” he added on the same glum tone, attempting to give himself something to laugh at. A little humor in a dark time.
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Sunday, 24 Jan 2010, 10:19 AM | Message # 22 |
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| It was a short trip and for that Alies was glad; he had grown weary of it hours before. He stepped lightly until he was about ten feet from the boy, closer than before but far enough back that he’d have time to counter any rash attack the youth may have planned. Raz could feel no hint of deception but he’d missed signs of a pending fight before, and though the youth was untrained he had long since discovered that those were sometimes more dangerous than a fully aware Force User. He kept his voice level when he answered Jerrod’s question. “Lawfully, yes. I should take you to the authorities. At the least you are guilty of fleeing the scene; even the Jedi are not above the law,” he said. “Though to hear some, you might think so,” he added in an undertone. He paused for a moment, his eyes clouded with the beginnings of resentment towards the Republic, but he shook it off soon enough; there was no room for those emotions within a Jedi. “First though,” he said as he regarded Corbo with cool grey eyes. “Tell me about it, tell me what happened. Let us walk and talk,” He finished. He suited action to words and turned towards the walkway with a slow but deliberate pace.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Wednesday, 27 Jan 2010, 3:13 PM | Message # 23 |
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| As Raztlain approached, Jerrod stayed rather motionless, avoiding at all costs to turn around and actually confront the other man. He couldn’t stand it if he turned around only to see him looking at him with judgement in his eyes. He had seen that look one time too many in his parents’ eyes as he grew up to care to see it again. Nothing he had done in life had been good for them, especially this latest music stint of his. Jerrod swallowed hard as the Jedi confirmed that he should probably be brought to authorities. But he couldn’t agree more: no one was above the law... not even him. But something seemed to stir in Raztlain as he had his afterthought. The lights seemed to flash in different colours and patterns in Jerrod’s peripheral vision, bringing to his attention the shift the other man was feeling. Slowly, gently, with one hand in the air in surrender, Jerrod bent down to pick up his blaster to place back in its holster. That done, he turned around and walked/hobbled towards Raztlain, still avoiding his gaze. As he levelled with him, he slowed down to wait for him to start on his way as well. And as he progressed, he broke the silence with the recounting of his tale. But he didn’t merely confine himself to the Aqualish attack. As though seeking to explain himself and decrease the severity of the situation, Jerrod went far back in the past to his teenage years to talk about what he now knew to be the growth of the Force within him and its effects throughout the years. He explained his attempts at numbing it out of his system, trying in vain to not salivate as he thought of the different drugs he took. He could sure go for some right now... The tale then turned to last night’s events, how a seemingly normal concert had turned into a frenzied melee and that he felt it was all his fault. Then the pain reaching an apex in his apartment, the subsequent fit and the quasi-destruction of his living room. His pace slowed down as he reached the part of the Aqualish, however. He had been caught off guard, ambushed in the night after a traumatic experience.“I tried to send him on his way, but he really wanted my credits. Not that I had any... So he got really angry. Then again, they’re always angry. And he tried to shoot me. But I don’t know... It’s like I could anticipate where he’d try to shoot, so I dodged. So he got even angrier, shot again, I dodged... So he just came at me to finish me by hand. But I struggled. And... I could hear him shouting. In my head. And rather than being scared, I got, well, I got angry like him. I think I wanted him as dead as he wanted me to snuff it. And before I knew, he was flung against the opposite wall and fell limply on the street... his skull was cracked. There was blood... I freaked out, and... well, you know the rest, I’m sure.” And as he ended his tale, he felt as forlorn as when he had started it.
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Sunday, 31 Jan 2010, 11:41 AM | Message # 24 |
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| The Jedi watched warily was Jerrod bent to pick up his weapon and did not relax completely until the blaster was re-holstered. He did not fear that the boy could realistically harm him but rather that open displays of the Force would not be accepted with the current political climate. Alies listened as the youth spilled his story. Being an insightful man it was easy to see that Corbo was terrified, of his fate and of his powers. That too was easy to understand; Raztlain himself, being brought up (so to speak) by the Jedi, still had had days where he feared himself and his abilities, and where they would lead him. The situations were different; Alies had feared the Sith finding and murdering him, Corbo had to fear what the New Republic would do to him once they discovered his abilities. The boy perhaps also feared what would happen to him if he were brought before the authorities. In these uncertain times he would likely be used as an example (by those who sought Force User registration) of what happened around people that could touch the Force. For that Raztlain feared as well. Alies nodded in all the places where the story coincided with his inspection, frowned where it did not, and chuckled when Corbo explained the emotions of all Aqualish. “They are that,” he commented quietly. Hearing the story he felt that he could not in good conscious bring the boy to the law, it was wrong, he knew, but perhaps wrong in a different way to do so. He stopped and turned to the youth. “Would you consent to reside with me for a few days while I consult the head of my Order?” He asked.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Monday, 08 Feb 2010, 5:03 AM | Message # 25 |
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| Jerrod felt rather odd as he finished recounting his tale. Living something versus merely telling it as a narrative didn’t have the same... punch? Zing? Call it what you wanted: it just felt blander. As the two walked, his hobbling stabilized and fairly soon he was walking at a relatively normal pace. He had sustained so many ankle injuries in paumeball to run to hit the ball that he had grown quite accustomed to them. Almost second nature. Just like singing. Or popping his medication... Yet if he felt that the telling his story didn’t have the same impact, that didn’t mean that it helped ease his mind. As he walked and talked, something in him seemed to relax. It wasas though he was trusting the stranger more and more. Jerrod couldn’t help but smirk weakly as Raztlain chuckled at his Aqualish comment. “I mean, why are they so bloody angry? Even some reactionary Imperialists are more pleasant, it seems” he said matter-of-factly. But no sooner had he uttered the remark that his mind drifted to the body he had left in the alleyway. And as he thought about it, the notion of jail quickly followed. Ugh. His mood immediately becoming more downcast again, he was taken rather by surprise when Raztlain offered him shelter rather than presenting him to the law. “I’m sorry. You... mean?...” Perplexed, he quickly took to infer that he would not be brought to a constabulary. And like the flicker of a flame, hope sparked into him. “Erm... Yeah. Sure? I mean, thank you?”. Of course, he’d have to contact the boys as soon as he’d arrive to destination. He didn’t know what he’d tell them, but hopefully they wouldn’t ask too many questions. Did this mean the end of WarpDrive? Oh, curse this Force that was wreaking havoc on his life! And as he walked with Raztlain to destination unknown, he hoped against all odds he had any medication he could help himself to. Either that or that there was some miracle Jedi rehab technique that would take only a few hours...
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Thursday, 11 Feb 2010, 5:35 PM | Message # 26 |
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| Alies merely nodded, a slight smile affixed infuriatingly to his face, and he walked insilence. He was certain that this was wrong; not turning the boy into the autorities was completely against the moral fiber of a Jedi who had dedicated his life to serving others and justice. But with the state of things he was not so sure that turning Corbo in would be servine his justice. For a moment he considered answering Jerrod’s question—why was the Senate so bloody angry—before he realized that he was talking about the Aqualish. He clicked his jaw shut and stepped on. Luke would need to know how the situation had evolved, he could ouncil Alies on what to do next; if the Jedi Master instructed Raz to discipline the boy (whether by turning him in, or on his own) he would do so. Soon they arrived at the place in which Raztlain Alies was abiding in. It was a ramshackle little place with bowed walls and a sagging ceiling. All of the rooms smelt faintly of mildew save for Alies’, and that only because he had taken great care to clean vigorously. Nothing, however, could help the misshapen lump that the landlord called a bed, Alies had given up and that completely and taken to sleeping on the floor. “Home sweet Home,” he mumbled when they walked through the door (which creaked excessively on rusted hindges). He hated the place but he had felt it was something of a penance for his failures. “Perhaps the debt is paid though,” he said just as quietly before turning to Corbo. “Well, here it is,” he said blandly. “For a few days, at most.” He had very little in the way of refreshments—having lived alone for so long, and that in near constant meditation required only the barest of rations to keep ones strength—but what he did have he offered to Jerrod, such that it was. The boy would have kept better on a quarter of what he was fed with his band no doubt. Alies could do little of it for the moment so he simply shrugged and turned to the comm. where he began a message to the Grand Master of the Jedi Order on Yavin.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Friday, 12 Feb 2010, 11:01 AM | Message # 27 |
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| The unlikely duo made their way to Raztlain’s domicile and Jerrod followed him in. He stood in the entrance as the host occupied himself and walked about the shabby apartment. The flat the band and Jerrod were renting on Coruscant wasn’t all that much more reputable, but it was indeed a few steps above what Raztlain called home. It was a far cry from his parents’ home on Rhinnal, however. The family home wasn’t all that big, but it was located within a very prominent district. And what it lacked in size, it made up for in appearance and upkeep: “a place for everything and everything in its place” sort of deal. Spotless. It had an almost clinical feel to it, which was fitting given his parent’s professions. His nervousness subsiding, he found a seat and settled himself down as Raztlain offered him meagre sustenance, thanking him for it (but otherwise remaining silent before or after he uttered the few words). That too was a long way from what the guys and him ate. Not that their diet was particularly healthy or extravagant... It consisted mostly of take-out and fast food. He expected the band would rake in more money as their fanbase grew across the Core. The more money they’d make, the better their lifestyles would become. And more money also meant more access to exotic and esoteric spices or drugs. Yet he couldn’t help but wonder if he’d truly need them again. Of course, he was addicted and craved whatever medication or drugs he could get his hands on, but he had now only just realized that the usual sensations he had been feeling since teenagehood had vanished. Well, mostly vanished. Although the colours and lights still flashed before his eyes, he felt that if he could concentrate enough, there was a pattern hidden within them. Not that he knew what that pattern was or meant. And the raging inferno usually “ablaze” within him which caused his aches and pains seemed to have been transformed into a more subdued thing. He figured the outbursts of the past day had expended the repressed build-up. Would he want to return into the same cycle then? As he sipped the flat beverage and nibbled on the bland food, he was far too well aware that Razltain was preparing to contact someone in regards to himself and recent activities. And though he tried to put some distance between them, Jerrod couldn’t help but crane his neck to try and get a better view and hearing. He couldn’t see or hear much anyways, but he began sweating again, feeling quite nervous once more. Had he done the right thing by following him here? What was going on? What would happen to him?
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Saturday, 20 Feb 2010, 8:58 PM | Message # 28 |
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| It had been a couple of days since the news story broke about the man recovering froma lightsaber wound. Alies knew that it was no Jedi that gave the accuser that wound but still Alies kept his head down. It had been a couple days more since he’d messaged Skywalker and yet had no reply. Razltain was beginning to think that he’d get none; if course, Luke would be extremely busy just now trying to put out fires concerning the Jedi and where their allegiance stood. Alies was glad, and not for the first time, that his duties as the De-facto Grand Master were over. He had gone out only to purchase the necessities of life, and that only for hygiene. Their dining consisted of delivered food, none of which tasted particularly pleasant. He had ben somewhat of a hermit as well, not playing the host very well as he spent most of his time shut in his bedroom meditating on what method would be best for the pair. He had, however, done a great deal to make the living experience as good as he could. He had cleaned, first of all, and bought enough pillows and blanket to make a comfortable pallet for Jerrod; he could only hope it was good enough, for it was the best he could do in the current situation. Still, having no response from Yavin was beginning to toll on him and today his time – which should have been spent in meditation – was spent pacing the floor in the living area. It was weighing on his mind more and more that it was time to leave Coruscant and naturally he was beginning to think he’d failed by not simply doing so the day he found the boy. Trying to live as close to the law as one could seemed to bring him short more oft than not. He could feel the youth’s eyes on him as he paced and chewed what was left of his left thumbnail, that too was making him edgy; when people began relying on him to make their decisions he became anxious. Finally he stopped just in front of Corbo and, giving him a level stare, spoke for the first time that day. “Have you anything that needs doing, anyone with whom you need to speak, or anything that must be retrieved before we leave?” He asked.
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Jerrod Corbo | Date: Friday, 05 Mar 2010, 3:00 PM | Message # 29 |
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| Tensions were rising in regards to the Jedi and the Force and Jerrod was feeling a trifle apprehensive given the situation. It didn't help that he was battling with the lack of his medication which merely served to heighten his paranoia. Living conditions were horrid and the food was bad, but Jerrod had been taught manners from an early age and he bit his tongue. And after a few days, he was slowly beginning to adapt to the squalor. He made sure to contact the boys every day and informed them to return to their respective planets for the break they had originally planned on taking. Only Edrian had stayed on Coruscant to stay with some family and Jerrod relayed information directly through him. Although he was slowly acclimating himself to the new life, the mood of his host was also putting him on edge. Raztlain was so different from Jerrod in every way that it sent shivers up his spine. He had this uncanny knack for silently making his way into a room when you weren't noticing and more than one Jerrod had been caught off guard upon turning around to come face to face with the man. It didn't help that he felt slightly guilty for imposing his presence on him. Being cooped up together was giving him some slight cabin fever and he was all too happy when he and Alies left the apartment to go collect his belongings. He had made plans with Edrian to meet at the apartment as well to finalize his decision about the band. WarpDrive would end. Jerrod and Edrian entered a heated discussion and argued for some time, one wanting answers, the other remaining elusive. Finally, Jerrod told Edrian that he could continue the band if he wanted, but a new frontman they would need. All through the debate, Jerrod was struggling to keep his cool and more than once the fire within him felt like surging forth. He attributed the fact that no odd occurrences happened to Raztlain’s presence in the next room. His heart somewhat shattered, his dream ending, and his drugs surreptitiously pocketed, Jerrod returned to his new home, leaving his previous life behind. He had grown accustomed to the silence that permeated Raztlain’s life and was always taken aback when the other man decided to share words with him: other than during their first encounter, meaningful discussion between the two had been scarce. Today was one of those rare moments. "Er… I don't think so" he answered the other man as he looked at him somewhat dumfounded. "I got everything that one time and settled matters with the band with Edrian. And… where are we going exactly?". That part of the question was making him uneasy. Living with the stranger on Coruscant was one thing, but departing it entirely for destination unknown was something else altogether.
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Raztlain_Alies | Date: Thursday, 15 Apr 2010, 9:55 PM | Message # 30 |
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| The pacing stopped and Raztlain looked up at Corbo. He realized that through his rambling he had not yet even asked the boy if he wanted to go anywhere. Logically it was the only true course; a youth with as much untapped potential as Jerrod had already shown could only get worse if not taught properly. But times had changed and the Jedi were beyond forcing others to their will. Or were they? Gelu. He had tried to keep her on the metaphorical ‘Path’ too, but he had failed at that. Now he could not remember whether he had been forceful with her, or lax. Cyan had definitely needed a firm hand, that one had definitely went south; Alies was completely unsure where either of them had ventured off to though he was fairly certain that Gelu still considered herself a ‘Darksider’. Perhaps a different approach was in order. “In the long run we will be going to the Jedi Temple where you will be allowed to learn what manner of man you truly are. There you will be instructed on how to use and control the Force, with which you will be able to do things that are quite beyond your wildest dreams. Mark me though, it is a long road, and hard to be traveled, but the rewards are well worth the cost.” He sighed now but his eyes, crystal clear blue, radiating power, never wavered from Jerrod’s face. “First though, we go to the law, to be Jedi is to be Justice.” He stood, resolute and unmoving. Jerrod would choose his destiny here and now.
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