The Times: Oh How They Change
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Jory_Carson | Date: Thursday, 11 Feb 2010, 8:21 PM | Message # 1 |
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| His high office was cold and lonely, it had been for some time, and it was only made worse by the tinkling of rain on the panoramic window that gave him a vast view of the Ecumenopolis. He was not looking at this view, though many would have given a tremendous sum to get just a glimpse. White lightening flashed nearly continuously bathing the dim office in searing bright light. The desk, on which was normally piled heaps of flimplast and datacards, was cleared of anything so much as resembling a note. Pictures remained, only two: one bore the image of a lover long since dead. Helen. The other showed Helen’s daughter, a youthful smile playing about her lips as Arica Carson grinned at something out of sight of the camera. The outer office, or foyer, was much the same way; meticulously cleaned and void of any signs of habitation, as if the life had been scoured frm the walls. That desk too was polished to a shimmer and looked as though it had been bought that very day; there were no pictures here either adorning the walls or desk. It was at this desk that a man sat, alone, eyes closed and chin supported by folded hands. The lights were off but the flashes from the main office still gave the room a pallid light, enough to see the furrows creasing the Senator’s forehead. Wrinkles had long since been etched into Jory Carson’s forehead; he was not, after all, as young as he used to be. But that was back in the ‘glory days’ of the New Republic; before petty bickering and bureaucracy began steering it in the direction of the very corrupted body that Carson had helped fight to overcome. Elections were looming and, though Carson had run a strong campaign, he was not certain that he would win. And less so since his good friend Fitzgerald had lost. Of course, to be honest he was not entirely sure that he wanted to win. Sure, he wanted to serve the people of the New Republic; he’d dedicated his life to that endeavor, but was serving in this Senate really the best effort he could present? He made a mental note to ask Eli what he was up to lately, surely there were other philanthropic efforts that he could enjoy, and feel more fulfilled in. But this was not the only thing that troubled the man, tonight his daughter was due to arrive and they to dine together for the first time in six years. That fact would not have been so bad for many fathers and daughters, but he and his lived on the same planet and, large though it was, how hard was it to make dinner plans? He felt that he had failed; not only her, but her mother, and his parents, and the New Republic. His memories of Helen, their love, his forgotten promise; memories of his mother’s desires of him, his father’s hopes; memories of a young Senator’s dreams, the look in the eyes of Arica when they first met; each was another shade of life, another turning point, and each had not gone as he would have planned. The continuing thunder outside the building echoed the groaning of his heart at each break, but this time would be different. Time, they said, healed all wounds. Time would change everything. Time was on his side, for he meant it to be. Time, it was, to make a difference; and it would start with Arica.
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Janar_Cerra | Date: Monday, 15 Feb 2010, 2:02 PM | Message # 2 |
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| It was another rainy day and night. It had taken her hours to get ready to do, much longer than it had taken for her 'date' last night. She didn't want to embrass her father and she always felt as if she did. She had become more aware of how she reflected on him as she had spent more time with him so many years ago. She didn't know what would happen tonight. She hoped that it would go good but she never knew. Aricia was dodging the rain anyway she could as she made her way up to the higher levels of the city, of the planet towards the senate buildings. She would run from overhang to overhang only a few drops of rain touching her head and dress as her shiny black shoes clicking against the durasteel platforms and she turns to quickly run up the steps to the Senate Building, pulling open one of the large glass doors as she moves into the large atrium, memories flooded her once more. They all go back to that day, that day that she first came, it had been raining like this and she had came into this place soaking wet and lost. This evening was different, she knew where she was going. She knew she would be accepted. She moved towards the lifts and stepped inside of an empty one and as the doors slid shut she would look at her refection. It was so different from all of those years ago. She was more grown up, she wasn't wearing jeans with holes in them and a t-shirt. No this evening she wore a simple plum colored dress, it had a square neckline and landed just above her knee. She wore a simple black sweater over it, to cover her arms. Something she always did. She had no idea what her father had planned so she was dressed in the middle where she wouldn't stand out too much in most places he would go. The lift would jerk to a stop as she steps out onto his floor and moves towards his office, bringing her hand up as she knocks on the door softly before peeking inside "Dad?"
Ja'nar Cerra Queen of Garos IV Acting Senator to the Republic, Garos IV
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Jory_Carson | Date: Saturday, 20 Feb 2010, 8:28 PM | Message # 3 |
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| The quiet knock jerked him out of his reverie and his eyes snapped open just before the old fashioned wooden door whispered ajar on smoothly oiled hinges. He was looking just at the place where Aricia’s head appeared a fraction of a second before it did. The dimness of the room was such that she would only see the whites of his eyes; the warmth therein was thus hidden to the shadows but it shone clear in his voice when he spoke. “Aricia, do come in, please.” He waited till she had stepped fully into the office before speaking again. “Have a seat, please,” he said as he pushed the chair opposite himself out with a foot underneath the desk. He still did not raise the lights, perhaps from fear that she would see the anxiety on his face. “I trust you've had a good day today?” He questioned all too aware that his voice was as stoic as if he were addressing the Senate; he would have to work on that with her. Perhaps, he reflected, that was the source of his troubles when dealing with women as well. Perhaps Aricia would aid him in learning how to show emotions. Then again he was very able to show passion when it was needed. Awaiting her reply he opened the single drawer in the desk and fiddled with the flimplast therein before closing it again. He had been doing that all night.
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Janar_Cerra | Date: Sunday, 21 Feb 2010, 10:03 AM | Message # 4 |
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| Aricia stood there for a moment looking to him a small frown forming on her face as she saw how dark the office was, but she would move inside, walking towards the desk. He didn't stand up for her, for her to give him a hug like she usually did. She however noticed his very guarded tone, she had heard it so many times before when she watched him speak to the senate, she would just sigh as she flops down in the chair that he pushed out for her. "It was an excellent day, sold two more pieces" She didn't tell her father what that meant. It meant that she would have an apartment for another two months and the gallery. She would notice him open the drawer as she spoke, his hand playing with something before he closed it...she would glance at him, her eyes having adjusted to the dim lighting as she took in his facial features "Is everything okay?"
Ja'nar Cerra Queen of Garos IV Acting Senator to the Republic, Garos IV
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Jory_Carson | Date: Wednesday, 24 Feb 2010, 6:25 PM | Message # 5 |
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| As vacant as his stare seemed he did notice the slight drooping of her shoulders as she entered, and way her feet dragged her to the chair. He noticed too the casual way she flung herself into the chair. The state of the room, perhaps, had affected her mood. Or more likely it was that Jory had not welcomed her with open arms. It was another mistake the he hoped to rectify soon. Perhaps on her next visit he would remember to put out flowers. He seemed to recall that she liked that. “That’s fantastic,” he said absently with a grin that was only half-hearted. He was trying, but his mind had been terribly preoccupied since his visit with her. Had he realized that by acting the way he was towards her he was not making a good impression of ‘starting over’ he’d have stopped in a moment; but Carson, though an able politician and fairly intelligent (at least in his own mind) had never been great at the emotional game. He considered her question. Was something wrong? Truthfully he thought that he could say that nothing was wrong…at least not with him. He was untroubled by any malady, he certainly did not suffer from a lack, and he was not imprisoned by substance abuse; he had his daughter back…what else could he want. But he did. He wanted to be able to help others. She would not be able to see how meticulously the room had been cleaned; every surface polished to a brilliant sheen, the deep, plush carpeting groomed back to its original color, and the walls void of any hint of previous smudge. Even if she could have seen it she would not know that he had done it all himself. The inner office, his office, was the same way. Hours had been spent putting the room back the way he had found it, as if no one had ever used it. His eyes flickered back to her, though she would see no more than the whites. “There is nothing wrong Aricia, nothing at all.” He stood, finally, and walked to her side of the desk offering his arm for her to stand. “So, your choice, my treat. Anything you would like, just name it and we will go,” he said, and this time his voice seemed happy to be spending time with her.
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Janar_Cerra | Date: Thursday, 01 Apr 2010, 7:44 PM | Message # 6 |
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| Aricia just wanted her father to accept her and it seemed like he never truly did. She had disappeared so that he would not be confronted with her everyday, she had remained close though because she loved him still. He was her father, she had always hoped they could have a normal relationship. She wished she could share so much with him like she could have with her mother if she was still around. She could of told her about the mistakes she had made. She could have told her about Aramier and Ben with her. She could have cried on her mother's shoulder about the baby. But she couldn't do that with Jory. She couldn't share her deepest secerts with him. He wouldn't understand. She was scared of what he would think of her, of how he would judge her for everything. Aricia would look to him once more as he stood up and moved around the desk to her. She would smile, it was a bit forced but she would push her thoughts away as she moves to stand up, her arm gently resting against his, the carefully wrapped wounds would begin to bleed once more, the blood starting to seep through the clean white gauze she usually wrapped around them. The black cardigan would hold the bandages into place at the moment. "Umm...I don't know? There is a place a few levels down, it is known for its outer rim food...pretty good, its a bit upscale, but not too much." she would flash him a smile, it was a little forced. She was worried, worried she was trying all of nothing. That nothing would work out. It hadn't to this point. But shenoticed the change in his tone of voice, maybe it would. She hoped. She prayed.
Ja'nar Cerra Queen of Garos IV Acting Senator to the Republic, Garos IV
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Jory_Carson | Date: Thursday, 15 Apr 2010, 10:11 PM | Message # 7 |
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| The desk drawer was completely empty save for that sheet of flimplast; Carson would know without looking since he had cleaned every scrap from the office only the day before. Also, in that day (and nearly half another) he had developed an annoying habit of opening the drawer just to look inside, whether to reassure himself that it was still there or to read the neat slanted writing thereon he was not sure but he found himself longing to check once more before leaving; and he did just that. After helping her up he moved swiftly to the back of the desk and, using the excuse that he had to turn off the lights (which were also on a vocal command) opened the drawer one more time just long enough to look inside. The drawer whispered shut as he stepped back to her and offered an arm. ‘Outer Rim’ food was certainly not his choice. He had always found that it was too ‘heavy’ for his palette; more what he would consider ‘spacer’ food than what he typically had placed before him. But Aricia had spoken and thus it would be; without a hint to the contrary he smiled jovially and nodded. “Lead the way,” he said.
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